I have taken a step back from the chaos of my family. I have recently tested my strength of pattern it is as powerful as I thought it could be. My family still underestimates me, but I can use this to my advantage. I plan on using this time to myself to plot my way to power.
When I find him I can use the excuse to update him with the army, which is nothing of importance but I grow bored and there is nothing more I can learn. In fact, I probably stand more of a chance of killing him without any of his cohorts around.
Nothing new learned but I am a patient woman. I should go find out where Cain is, he has been gone for awhile I did not anticipate that it would take this long.
What I have found out so far about my father is that he is hated by the rest of the... family. It might still be beneficial for me to show my worth to Cain. My half-sister will be hard to get along with but I think we might be able to share some common ground, my half-brother is no where to be found but he was well liked by the royal family.
The Logras is exactly what its symbol is: Exotic and dangerous. One has to have an open mind to be in the lands of Chaos it you are tied down by the laws presented then you cannot properly control Logras.
I remember when I first traveled the logras. Mother showed me how. To put it simply its beautiful madness nothing like the pattern which is just too.. uneventful.