To my family,
If you are reading this you already know that I am no longer in Amber.
I must say that I am deeply sorry if I have disappointed you and that I hope each one of you are alright.
I am leaving not because I am not happy, but because I must find who I am. I leave my throne of Arden
to anyone who wants it.
I beg of you, with whatever happened, I didn't know the extent in which it would happen.
I will return one day.
Please don't follow me. Please don't contact me.
I will be back one day.
Be strong my family, for there are tough times ahead.
Love,
Astrid