realistically it doesn't matter it is done we have to move on no time left for doubt or disagreements who likes me? who hates me? why? we no longer have those luxuries work together or die you choose
If one would have to die I would need a reason Could you do it? Could you damn another? In a moment To weigh innocence with no proof to weigh life thoughtlessly to purge existence how many could you save? if positions were interposed would you even be able to do anything? could you?
If I could get away with murder? of anyone? and someone would HAVE to die you say? that's interesting. scott free you say? damn someone must die? Guess its me.
Well then. With Cain defeated, where do i go from here? The current threat needs to be dealt with. The only issue is my entrance. Is it to Chaos to plumb the depths of discord within my mind? Or is it to Amber to my own particular brand of "joy" to them? I wonder what the family thinks of me. Do they think that I am with them? Or against? Whichever I decide, one thing's certain... Gotta keep 'em guessin.
Renee and I begin our walk to chaos trump contact is attempted and refused just as i was taught Lises appears before us the beast Razgriz is close Renee is needed at the castle we need a strategy another trump familiar Annalee appears in my minds eye one i let in same warning as Lises reminds me to be mindful of Cullen We go to Amber much of the family is here even Stephen it is decided who shall go to stop this beast at the door we need representatives of every major power and guardians for them Terridus elects to stay with the castle someone should if the worst comes to pass I warn the others of putting all our hopes together but go along with the plan we go our separate ways to prepare There is so much going on at once Gerard is in the castle when did this happen? so confusing he is hurt i wake him note : never do this again he breaks four of my ribs i offer to help speed his healing he refuses it is time to go I am worried
Terridus organizes a summit to deal with the many issues concerning us no one else has done this at least not in my lifetime So many family members it brings me hope to see us actually gather to achieve something and yet we squabble I am no exception sad I should be better for them and myself we go over things that need doing and try to decide who should be doing them Gaius nominates himself for all positions and duties Including the crown Hubris? I support out of curiosity where is he going with this? the question of who shall escort the newly awakened Renee to chaos I would like to get to know the pattern luminary the woman who dared to challenge never been to chaos always been curious to see how the other side lives I volunteer
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Left grandfather sleeping recovering but exhausted commotion and noise through the halls guards say Khan is here with Peregrine tow me and aunt Astrid go find out for yourself, others are unreliable the penultimate hunter an Aunt heard little of inspection proves truth of Khan he says he's here to claim the throne and remove the yolk placed on him by Elmdor Peregrine brutally ended by Khan her life dashed in an instant A kings resolve shaken She never his the floor I am there to catch her She whispers damning words a power of our line Elmdor commands Khans death grandfather throws me guns all over quickly Khans throat run through Elmdor commanded him not to heal Khan dead upon the dais Elmdor weeping commands all but me to leave gives thanks for my effort futile as it was I leave in the courtyard everyone is arriving they mention Brigitte and Renee then ask about the blood me and Astrid make the situation known more commotion ignored I take my leave after apologizing to Serpentis and Samira I can still smell the blood
Reunions Sun Dec 16, 2012 10:39 pm 1355711981
Left grandfather sleeping recovering but exhausted commotion and noise through the halls guards say Khan is here with Peregrine tow me and aunt Astrid go find out for yourself, others are unreliable the penultimate hunter an Aunt heard little of inspection proves truth of Khan he says he's here to claim the throne and remove the yolk placed on him by Elmdor Peregrine brutally ended by Khan her life dashed in an instant A kings resolve shaken She never his the floor I am there to catch her She whispers damning words a power of our line Elmdor commands Khans death grandfather throws me guns all over quickly Khans throat run through Elmdor commanded him not to heal Khan dead upon the dais Elmdor weeping commands all but me to leave gives thanks for my effort futile as it was I leave in the courtyard everyone is arriving they mention Brigitte and Renee then ask about the blood me and Astrid make the situation known more commotion ignored I take my leave after apologizing to Serpentis and Samira I can still smell the blood
Uncle met went to library spent time thinking happenstance rendezvous with aunt Astrid Keifer postulated major power combinations back to Amber back to infirmary back to Grandfather Journey to his mind pieces missing wiped from existence theory tested potential catastrophe averted opposites combined to correct and create whole again he wakes
Worries racing. Decisions to be made. Concern tempered with resolve and aid freely given. Remember this. What would he do? Others met with injures apparent. Curious choices. Blame directed? Hypotheses to be tested. Uncle Kiefer. Excellent sounding board. We go.
A night of personalities and opinions. A brood of the self-important. Family met. Offers of help. Signs destroyed. Warnings of treachery and at the same time invitations. Others views on many things and the climate. Suppositions on who I am. Demands of what I am going to do. A surrender freely given.' Warning words followed. Surprising reactions from everyone. Feigned ease displayed. What did he really do? Tired of talking. Outside for air. Grandfather found at castles edge. Hurt. Remembrances of warning. Hope he''s alright.
How does one prepare for a first meeting with gods? Do we take care and mind our p's and q's? Or is bold and brazen the way? Will they acknowledge me or write me off as useless? Will I care if they do? How will they treat me? Manipulation and subterfuge? Displays of strength and violence? I go knowing not to expect warm embraces. But to be ever wary. And self assured. I too am a god.
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